Thursday, September 23, 2010

Mama, He's Crazy (He's Crazy Over Me) (29)

My guy keeps telling me how much he loves me, how he falls deeper in love with me every day. That is the best thing to hear. I am not used to hearing that said and I never get tired of it. He is so wonderful to me and I love him more and more as time goes by.
Not that every day has been rosy and wonderful. He doesn’t like how I spend my money but that is only because he wants me to learn to be cautious and save as much as possible for our future. I understand that, but it will still rub me the wrong way. Being single now and able to make my own decisions about my spending, it is hard for me to have someone criticize what I do. He is right, I need to be saving for all the things we want to do together.
Another overshadowing fact of our life is his injury from about a year ago; he is pain most of the time and I know that affects how he sleeps, speaks to me and our extracurricular activities. There are bad days and good days. I have to say, the good days are becoming more and more frequent.
We have been together for six months but I feel like I have know him for years. We are happy together, in sync and “fit” together. I have never had a relationship like this and it is wonderful to finally have a man truly love me, for me. I have found the man of my dreams, my hopes and my prayers. 
 I have found the one my heart loves…. Song of Solomon 3:4
  
Interesting footnote: I was emailed on FB by a random guy asking me if he could contact me for a date. He was my age, seemed normal. I got great pleasure in telling him I am engaged and not available. Then, a guy I dated at the first of this year accidently called me. He got my number mixed up with a business contact. He asked about me and I was able to again say I have found a great guy and am very happy. Nice to be "the one that got away".